sooooooooo.....update!

those 2 songs i wrote...were about a boy....but oddly enough, im not feelin him all that much anymore.
i have, however, had my eye on another guy now for some time...but i dunno...it's kinda fading b/c things aren't really going anywhere...but we'll see.

dolor de la cabeza (working title)

im still not cold
but im shivering again
my heart is so confused
is this what God intends?

i have a case of the spins
caught in this crazy game
a triangle where im at the top
im bound to go insane

show me the way im supposed to go
show me the path im supposed to take
tonight i leave this all in Your hands
please God just show me the way

im getting o so dizzy
i feel the aching in my joints
the street signs spin with the choices
i wonder which way they'll point

im hoping they stop
and show me to the boy
who won't leave my mind
am i being too coy?

show me the way im supposed to go
show me the path im supposed to take
tonight i leave this all in Your hands
please God just show me the way

mind games (working title)

laid my heart out once before.
i dont do that anymore.
im shivering, but not from the cold.
im o so meek, and you're not so old.

desparation drives me here,
or is it the want to be wanted,
or how little my phone is ringing,
or how myspace hates my guts.

it's these lonely nights
with your eyes in my mind
i want your heart to sit
right next to mine
i want my phone to ring
i wanna give it time
i wanna see your face
i just wanna find
you

i wanna spill my guts.
i wanna just stay friends.
i wanna forget you.
i want you to send

me a letter
to make it better
to tell me you are real.

it's these lonely nights
with your eyes in my mind
i want your heart to sit
right next to mine
i want my phone to ring
i wanna give it time
i wanna see your face
i just wanna find
(you)

my mind is playing tricks on me again
who knows we'll be better off in the end
or if, my broken heart, you'll mend
or if you'll ever hear these words i penned

it's these lonely nights
with your eyes in my mind
i want your heart to sit
right next to mine
i want my phone to ring
i wanna give it time
i wanna see your face
i just wanna find
(you)





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so whatcha think?

these kids are incredible.

so tonight was pretty much the best.
me, arthur, n grace headed across the bay to watch our boys in thoughts of august play a show. afterwards we went to hang out with everyone in the band. we ended up goin to t.g.i.fridays. so we had some food and hung out n whatnot n it was awesome. then, the guys from april cover dropped by. it was cool gettin to talk to them. in both bands, they guys are awesome. they're doing great things with their music n i couldn't be prouder.
so, we wnded up hittin the road a little after midnight.
good times.
pix up on my myspace so go check em out.
=)

paper and plastic

i am in love another band. they are local. the name: thoughts of august. amazing music with an amazing purpose. and they're fun to watch. i havent been disappointed yet, technical difficulties and all. they're numero uno on my friends list on myspace, so check em out.
in other news, new job. good hours, amazing benefits, great people...and fun!
more other news...
-i have a new hangout in foley. it is the ole mug. again, amazing place and people and all that pertains to.
-my friends are still the best, even with flaws. they just make them that much better. =p
-my feet are killing me. nothing warms the heart like a good days work. =)
-we leave for houston thursday for my cousin's wedding, but daddy can't go b/c he has too much going on at work to leave mr. ronnie with the load.
-gimme a squiggly! ahahahahahaha.

oolala

i have an interview at movie gallery coming up. that should be interesting. i would really like to find a data entry job tho, or something along those lines. but o well, movie gallery should hold me over til then.
august's wedding is coming up fast. i can't believe my auggie froggie is getting married! heck, i remember when he was in diapers alongside me like it was yesterday. haha. but i couldn't be happier for him. i haven't met his fiancee, but i hear she's a good person. my favorite (and only), 4 month and 1 day older than me cousin deserves the world. =p
boo is doin good. she found herself a new favorite spot, complete with wodden decorative bird and everything, in our box window thing over the sink. she stays up there all day...til she gets on the fridge and i force her off...then she goes right back up in her window.
but anyway, nothin too much else goin on. except i am very very very very very excited about monday! my arthur is getting back from orlando then! *throws confetti* =) i am most happy. lol.
til then, im out.
get in touch.
<3

so so long

news update:
-i no longer live in foley.
-i no longer am friends with kimmy and chuck.
-i no longer wish to speak to them ever again.
-i have the best friends ever.
-they are retards.
-i need a job better than any i have ever had...ever.
-i want a puppy.
-boo is still gorgeous as ever. =)

aside from all that, grace's boyfriend is in an awesome band. i have much love for them.
my all*star crew now consists of grace, arthur, nadine, and anyone i hang around when im with them. =)
show me love.

woooooooo.

looks like the drama has subsided for a while. i quit my job. yay! bug is home from the hospital. uber-yay of all yays! me n the roomies are quite good. =) yay yay yay yay yay!
me, kimmy, chuck, bug, arthur, brian (our neighbor), and arthur's little sister, went to the pool at arthur's apartment complex today. it was awesome. bug did so good. the water was a little cold for his liking today tho. but he had fun lookin at everyone be the dorks we are. haha.
bug is teething. if you have any advice, pleeeeeeaaaaaase leave it in my comments!!!!!!!!!!!
other than that, leave me comments at random anyway so i have something ELSE to read on the interwebz. =p
<3

zomg

what the hell is up with all this drama in my life lately!? it's insane. it began shortly before the last post, i think, and it has yet to cease. what is up with that?
i've said it before and i'll say it again...
I HATE FAKE PEOPLE.
that should pretty much sum up the latest drama.
also, i hate shit-talkers, especially when they can't back it up. that's just something i thought of that i dont think i've blogged about yet...in all history. lol.

we don't take hits, we write them.

the patron saint of liars and fakes.

my heart is the worst kind of weapon.

i've got a dark alley and a bad idea that says you should shut your mouth (summer song).

champagne for my real friends, real pain for my sham friends.

don't you know who i think i am?

snitches and talkers get stitches and walkers.

i <3 fall out boy. they always know just how i feel. they are the soundtrack of my life.
i have a lot of pet peeves right now...but im not too much at liberty to discuss them at this moment.
just remember: karma's a bitch.

o my.

am so tired. been sick w/ some kinda crud the last few days. barely ate anything. just wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. felt kinda nauseas last night. hope i dont tonight. work at noon tomorrow. hope will get some good sleep tonight..of course, hafta take chuck to work at 7am. meh. o well. im in windows admin class now about to take a test so ttfn. lol. <3